Lately
I just haven’t been as positive. I’m starting to doubt the relationship that me and a very close friend of mines have with each other. It used to be me staying busy, coming home from the latest of nights, no matter how busy I was, I’d always try to make time for her. Now, she has a job and shes the one thats been busy with all the hours that she’s been working. I’m really happy that she finally has a job now and working and stuff but why can’t she make time for me? Not to be all emotional or nothing but sometimes it makes me worry when she never respond back to any my text or 11 11 messeges anymore. I would always try to text at the time when she’s not busy but still nothing. I normally don’t worry about these type of things but its been happening for way too long for me now. I know she be reading them, but why can’t she at least gimme a simple reply back just to let me know that everythings koo? Idc how late or or how long it takes, just lemme know everything’s alright. I sent her a personal text saying merry christmas this morning, but I never got a response back til later that evening and forreals tho didn’t even say merry christmas back to me at all, until I told her. Like wtf man….she did not know how mad I was… even if she did knew I was mad she wouldn’t care. It was just whatever. Honestly, I don’t even know if I have the right motive to talk her anymore. Whatevs, if she’s gonna be like that then I’ma just focus on other things. I’m tired of giving her my attention anymore.
